Tuesday, February 9, 2010

dependencies

sana manalo kami sa lotto....

mommy: daddy, pag nanalo tayo sa lotto, pupunta pa rin ba tayo sa canada?

daddy: hinde na siyempre... at ibibili kita ng bagong celphone!

~o~

ang hirap magplano ng buhay kung meron kang dependency na hinihintay. can we just go along with our life and not consider that we have a pending canadian immigrant application? seriously?

we can't plan to have a house of our own. menggay has been problematic lately, palitan na lang sana. pero hinde magawa. we can't plan to even buy expensive but durable furnitures thinking that in the end, we might leave them all here. i can't plan my professional life either. tsk. the canadian application has been on for about what, 3 years. hinde ba pwedeng sabihin na lang agad kung okay or hinde para we can move on?

ngayon, aquim has been sickly, asthma attacks. kung pwede lang, acquire na lang ng house. yung tipong mailalayo si aquim sa dust and pollution and smokers. kaso hinde pwede. we like to replace our mattress and couch. kasi baka puro dust mites na. we plan to replace na rin our dining kasi giray-giray na. kaso nagdadalawang isip kasi nga baka masayang lang. we assume that we're this close in being approved of our application, we already had our medical last year.

should we not consider ba that we have a pending application? maybe we should have live our lives like we will stay here in the philippines forever, noh?

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