Saturday, February 12, 2011

kakapanibago

haha i was reading my previous post. ahahhaa kakapanibago. walang sense. hahaha walang direction, parang ako.

ano ba to, tweet?

9 months

in a week or so, 9 months na kami dito. feeling ko 9 years na. heheh kelan kaya makauwi?

i know i havent been posting though i said ill post often. nine months. in a matter of weeks, full cycle na. all 4 seasons. spring. summer. fall. winter.

so what to tell... mahirap nang isipin kung ano ang mga nangyari since the last time i posted. so let's just start again.

i dont know kung ano na lang ang ipopost ko dito. i have a few unposted entries. hinde kasi pwedeng ikwento. pero feeling ko, lahat ng pwede kong ipost hinde pwedeng ikwento wahahaahah.

feeling ko, ang tanda ko na. feeling ko pati si aquim, nag mature na din. sobra. when we came here, he was still a baby. pero ngayon, parang hinde na. iba na magsalita. iba na mag isip. hayyyy. kaka guilty. feeling ko dapat baby pa rin sya but because of the consequences of our decisions, of our actions, nag level up na rin sya.

i think the city is starting to grow on me. or nasasanay lang ako? sabi ko nga, ang ikinakatakot ko is yung maging stranger ako, sa pinas, at dito.

still, i can say that i am just going with the flow. i feel like i dont want to decide on anything anymore. i dont want to take charge. kung san na lang dalhin.

bad.

yeah i know

this is one neglected blog. yun lang.
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